i seem to have lost the ability to blog.. i think i am going back to the old me..

heard something.. suddenly remebered something that someone told me long ago.. although i didnt really take the words seriously that time.. i think its kinda true.. the agony of being unable to face your own feelings.. everyday i ll just try not to think about it ..

heard 'once in a life time'

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OMN-1MsmLgg

haha..dont worry its not about any pretty looking korean guys lar.. its from shinwa and they are really old so yep.. try to focus on the kids in the video .. and you will probably understand how i feel haha..

and here is what i want to say to you guys.. haha i colour coded to all your favourite colours.. haha.. lu, orange, blue, purple etc :

眼看星星落下窗外
一点一点出现阳光
摸摸我的头
你说我很棒
我们都是这样

一面带着伤痕
一面飞翔难过的时候

有我在身旁
我陪你等天亮
拥抱着一起分享
能放心的哭一场
是再微笑的力量

只有你明白我的疯狂
不管故事有多
长世界对我太善良
这一路上有你
我变得坚强

你知道我多傻
在你面前
从来不用逞强

听我说说话
让我靠一下想

要幸福却
都跌跌撞撞
可是不要怕比赛
看谁早一点学会

就算逆风
也能好好带着祝福

不再流泪
勇敢的飞
然后分享那种喜悦
有你在身旁