hah.

announcement:
I lost my phone.. so dont attempt to contact me.. till i get my new sim card.. yep it will be the same number no doubt -.-'' and just in case anyone else got any wierd messages/calls from my phone (like yanne) after 1.53pm today.. i must highlight: IT WASNT ME.. it should be, (99.99 percent sure of that) that the person who stole my phone has gotcha! ----

dont.feel.like.elaborating.on.it.

but because of this, ant yanne currypoker couldnt go to children's club too.. aish.. and i promised yangzhi and songyang to bring them pressies.. aish aish aish..

hah went to jurong birdpark this morning to do geog survey.. the tourists (with the exception of some) were really helpful and kind =) and there was this super zhai tourist (technically she is here on a business trip) who gave us loads of ideas on how to improve on our project! soph and i were stunned! went to ben and jerry's after that.. ate mango sorbet! sophh ate cookie dough. haha..

was in this super chirpy mood before we went back to civiliazation- jurong point and all the in-the-state-of-enjoyment mood went away..

haha..

heyhey actually i m quite happy (doesnt sound like a sane person i know LOL) .. when my phone was lost (technically STOLEN).. people like ant responded so readily and made twenty plus calls to my phone (cos that person who got my phone kept hanging up on us) while people like yanne volunteered to accompany me to the police station tomorrow (apparently that person who stole my phone sent message to her.. like what.the.hell -.- ) yea.. and ppl like zona soph cynth cypoker and even the auntie at yoshinoya who shared my woes with me.. the good thing about losing the phone (yes..good) is that it shows how much people actually care about ..me! haha :D

hmm and the camp echo just now was good.. had great fun watching the montage.. and one thing to add is that the jamming was cool even though i couldnt sing along.. felt really good listening to other people's stories of how the kids touched them.. we really learn a lot from the the kids.. hah.. oh and one thing to say.. my name on the photoframe is wrong.. since when i became quiting? i m qiuting -.-'' haha.. but i still like the photoframe.. =)

drank lots of water just now.. and it feels just weird that i cant blast music now that my phone is gone..

lalala.. feel really out of the world now.. i need some enlightenment..

hmm..act of God

first week of the term. busy. busy. busy. weekend isnt any better. survey at jbp in the morning, children's club in the afternoon, tya camp echo at night. sunday is homework day. yay. ah that just reminds me.. i could not find the spongebob and patrick key chain for the kids so i had to settle for some spongebob badges.. hope they dont mind =/

lalala..and i havent been exercising lately.... have to go train soon really..

hah. the workload is relatively light so far (as compared to.......), did badly and well for some assignments,quizes, etc. hmm other aspects... i m quite happy with my life now.

erps. perhaps to easily satisfied no? aish.. i have long mastered the skill of having selectively permeable eardrums..lol..maybe the only thing that i was upset over the week is the attitude of some people.hah.

hmmph dont go guessing who it is. i dont like it when people start to spetaculate who and who i am talking about when i all i did was to make a general comment. the wierdest thing is that the spectaculations were towards the totally wrong crowd of people -.-''

ah back to the point, emotions are probably overrated nowadays. people think too much about themselves. and too highly perhaps. they do have the abilities.. but unless they are willing to put down their pride and start working together.. things will not get done and unhappiness will persist. teamwork is not only about one person soaring up high and sharing the acheivements with her peers. its about how she can bring herself down to match everyone's standards and then do well together. that's the whole point of teamwork isnt it? for the team, by the team. all right.. this does sound cliche.

i hope things will get better soon =)

anyway.. here's a funny joke by jeslyn:

母子在開車。。猜一樣東西：
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thumbdrive...
because 母子=拇指..
-.-''

mm i realise that nobody is reading my blogpost. wonder if this is a good thing or not .. gah but actually i can have more privacy this way.. hah..
acutally i will prefer a personal diary.. but it feels weird to write it out.. cos i m a perfectionist (yes -.-) and once i use correction tape on the nice and pretty little book.. ah i will get upset.. all right.. i do sound really stupid now.. hah.. and another thing.. i m too lazy to switch to xanga or lifejournal..

next week will be busier.. pray hard that everyone gets enough sleep.. girls are cranky when they dont.. ;D

ah random thing.. i love songs by savage garden.. haha i m trying to find guitar tabs on the internet for his songs.. ah i m totally torn between guitar classes or dance classes.. havent got time to sign up yet..

hmm..
DINNER TIME =)

what a joke.

to YOU.. i dont know if YOU will read this or not.
but i DONT CARE

what you have done was certainly RUDE.
i dont care if its your biological problem or not.
it was only a HALF HOUR WAIT to use the computer.

DRASTIC MEASURES such as DELETING YOUR SISTER'S FRIENSTER ACCOUNT, SONGS IN THE MUSIC FOLDER, SUPER JUNIOR (SIWON) PICTURES to SPITE HER

when she was AWAY EATING HER COOKIES and DRINKING SNAPPLE

will NOT be TOLERATED

i dont care if you CRY.
whats wrong is WRONG.
no excuses.

for once i shall do a mdm mak..

GO AND REFLECT.

thank you.
my brother is such a sweet person as compared to my ____

-.-''

computer is really screwed. usually the elder sis should be the one who is supposed to be IT savvy, no? ah its the opposite case now.

was sick yesterday. mum brought dad to the doctor too so i was left alone at home. sis went pasir ris. wanted to buy bread. ended up buying:

double melt subway
white chocolate chip cookie
lemon barley
redbean banana roll

came home to do homework, which needless to say, its screwed.

mum came home with chicken rice and six cheesecakes. ate two.
ah she says i look scrawny all over again. cos i told her i didnt get to eat much during the camp. but i think it is because i am much much darker now. er sunburnt to be exact. you know how people look scrawnier with darker skin.

touch young arrows camp was fun. great fun. love the kids. ah i miss them. cant wait for next saturday to get the pictures. hmm. actually i am really thankful for this camp. before this, half the reason why i was helping out at children's club was to chalk up hours for nyaa. now. i found the meaning. thank goodness =)

platoon four's kids were probably one of the naughtiest i suppose as compared to kids from artillery and infantry whom i observed to be super well behaved.. lol.. but yea i agree that kids are meant to be mischievous. yep. it was great fun looking after them. i must say i m starting to talk like them after a few days. lol the commando cheer is lame. haha. fly kites fly kites all the rest can go fly kites. but super adorable. haha.

songyang. yangzhi.thaulath. tanima. tricia. beeyen. owen. zachery. andre. choonxiang. sarah. siti. baoru
--- thirteen wonderful kids.

i realise that there are really loads to learn from the kids. they speak the truth the whole time. i was jokingly asking yangzhi why doesnt he remembers me since he is from yishun children's club too. then he told me that it was because i didnt go there often enough for him to remember me. yep. after that i was thinking. with kids, it is commitment. if you want to help them enough. you've got to put in enough effort. well. that 'make an impact' thing is probably overrated. im not sure if i have. but i ll try my best to go to all children's club meeting from now on. yep.

also there was the bukit timah hike. for us it was rather tiring, but still managable. but for the kids it was kind of gruelling i think. i was just thinking. if ..if.. if i wasnt with the kids. but with 409, i would have probably be complaining halfway up the hike. like how tiring it was. how strong the sun is. however. it was because of the kids. that i grew stronger. we, as facils could not be waiting for others to encourage us. we must encourage them. so i am thankful of the experience.

another thing is. that we dont need alot actually. i normally eat five or six meals a day. but during the four days. i ate less than one proper meal. not that touch young arrows didnt provide enough lar.. but we didnt have time. lol. i could still remember isabel and i sharing a can of tuna. and i dont even eat tuna in the first place. well. that set me thinking. it is not by what you have to sustain you. but rather what you have to do to motivate you. for me, it was the kids. yea. i learnt this during new zealand adventure camp last year too. but this time it was from a different perspective.

talk about perspective. taking care of the kids, actually help me understand the teachers better. believe it or not. remember not long ago lsc'07 we were swopping rooms like crazy and many ended up getting scolded by the teachers? and also we were constantly reminded to wear school t-shirts? yea. cliche it may be. but its for our own good. rules are rules. rules are not meant to be broken. (i know this doesnt really sound like me) because the kids wore yellow coloured t-shirts that we were able to differentiate them from the rest of the crowds in bkt timah. such rules are to help in facilitating the program and at the end of the day, make the camp more enjoyable for everyone. yea silly it may sound. but its just what i think. hmm.

today is friday. probably going dancing. oh and during the campfire there was this cool hip hop dance performance. think about sophh's face ;D

hmm something random. i miss my primary school.
another random thing. i feel thirsty.
shall listen to songs. i knew i loved you-- savage garden
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=69Z9rkmEcPE
hah i m influenced by changmin =)









hmm.. these days i feel wierd. just wondering what life is about---

ah it has been a million years (exaggeration) since i last blogged. stupid computer. i m typing as fast as possible just in case the com shuts down on its own again. and i still cant find the correct bio sia file that i want. dies.

hmm.. lsc was fun.the class bonded. yay =) i m starting to feel optimistic all over again. just as i thought our class spirit has disappeared behind the broom closet already but then it appeared again from the chalet toiletbowls (sorry a lousy pun.. spirit .. geddit?)

oh four nine oh so fun you so fun you blow my mind
HEY FOUR NINE
HEY HEY FOUR NINE

=D

whee.. let me recall.. erm we had deportment course blah and stuff .. the so called 'training for the prom' or sth.. then charis sophh nana etc etc we started calling it the 'future tai-tais symposium' -.-' as usual.. as usual.. some parts were good and some others were boring.. i almost fell asleep ..

oh and the class games.. we rock i tell u =D ah the first one was the flipping game.. four nine was the second from the bottom but who cares.. its the process that matters .. (yada very cliche-ish but true) yea and really.. the satisfaction was waaaaaa feel like hugging everyone (not exaggerating) lalala.. then the second game was everyone standing on the map for ten seconds or something .. ah that one was tricky esp for those who needed to carry or be carried.. but everyone did their best and we finished it really fast.. <3 we then had paper aeroplanes (another fun one) and the last one was the water-in-the-cup game and we cheered.. ah i just cant remember the second cheer .. haha

practiced class parade.. ah i just could not aim and turn properly at the right spot -.- and ji lao shi was really great to help us.. although it was a little confusing.. heehee... the music was 'sway'.. we did actions like clapping and stuff..

then prepared for prom.. aish that mascara or sth smudged.. iritating.. everyone looked really different! =) and we were like camwhoring like crazy..four nine is <3 lalala random pics crazy pics.. and our class won three awards =) oh and mr nah sat with our table instead of mr khong.. lol.. then all of us pretended that he is a total stranger or what.. he was nice enough to remind me of my ws2 which i did not hand in cos i was absent -.- oh i tell you.. i m a total failure can? i looked like i was trying saw off some piece of wood when in fact i m cutting the chicken chop.. ah cos my left hand is totally fei.. so the chicken chop was practically sliding all over the table.. -.- there was one point when i totally could not take it and lauged like i m crazy or something.. when lishian got the awared.. jac charis and i stood up to clap .. we totally forgot about the napkins on our laps..and dang.. all three napkins dropped onto the floor simultaneously.. -.- ah i screwed up the parade.. cos my right foot is smaller than my left's so throughout the parade i got that constipated look cos i was kicking back my right foot every few seconds -.-

lalala then all the buzz ..we had dance competition today.. we got third!!!
<3 =) =) =)

but it was really sad we didnt get to say thank you to all the waitresses and waiters lar.. i mean.. we thank those guests, guest of honours (only out of manners cos they bothered to come) etc but we didnt thank those people who served us drinks and food and helped us clear our plates since day one? how contradicting.. if only we had thanked them in the morning as a school.. arrgh cant stand this..

anw the food was great! actually we dont really need very expensive food..
simple fare like fried beehoon was equally if not better than the chicken chop..i managed to get like two or three helpings.. another thing that i love is the dessert!! ah i love sweet stuff... lalala.. my love for you will go on and on and on... (dbsk's on and on)

gaaa i have written such a long post.. heehee..

term one has officially ended.. hmm..

in terms of academic wise i still have loads to improve on.. i realise when i get enought sleep i function really much much better and learn much much faster.. when i dont have enough sleep i really cant think well.. its a vicious sleep cycle.. lala.. and stuff always crops up the last minute.. like fixing the table for example.. aish..

in terms of personality.. er its hard to change in a short period of time lar.. but well.. i guess i did change.. i consider myself to be an optimist.. but recently i m getting more and more cynical but yep but its a quadratic curve and i m feeling happier these days..

i tend to trust people really easily and because of that i tend to belive everything i hear.. yea yea yea the world is not as simple i suppose and this act is probably the first step towards my own death.. but i still put a lot of trust in people.. except maybe i should practice some dicernment.. hmm..

i m still trying to figure out many things..

shall save this post cos my computer is making wierd noises again..

will edit some time later..